Maria,

In the past 2 weeks, I have tried to recover from the words you’ve told me… and I try to forget the shock and sadness.

You’ve told me how you feel about yourself, about me, about us.

I disagree against what you have said, and I want to let you know clearly…

Firstly… for more than a year… I always wanted to talk more about us and our future. And each time you’ve told me that you never think about future… that you only think about each day as it comes…
But now you’ve suddenly told me about future… and how I will not be in it. So … we’ve only talked about future when you’ve wanted to end with me.

Then… When you were telling me about future, you’ve said… “honestly I won’t get married”.
I will simply say to this – I disagree – because you’ve told me before… with tears… that I am exactly the type of man you will want to marry… that I am your perfect type of man.

So I think this is not the problem… I know what the problem is.

I think the problem is this – we did not talk enough in the past 2 months… when you spend time away and distance yourself and keep me far from you – ofcourse you will forget who I am to you… and us. Is natural that you will become cold.
You’ve said sometimes you felt nothing between us… but I think the reason this is because our communication stopped… things will become beautiful with more effort. One day it was good, and you was saying beautiful things to me… next day suddenly it change.

I am sorry for this to happen – but now you know why I was so desperate like you’ve told me. I’ve tried to message you… call you… make beautiful things for you..send you photos… but I didn’t get much an answer. I come on streamate and you’ve said everything is fine… we are still the same… and that I shouldn’t worry because you will not let anything in your life affect us.

I accept you needed time after the surgery… for things to become normal again. I understood this and listened to what you’ve wanted. So I patiently wait and suddenly after this 2 months that you keep me far… you’ve ended with me? The problem isn’t feelings…is because of communication.. talking and keeping close keeps us alive.

If you look at the Whatsapp messages for past 2 months you will understand. How very little you’ve said between us… and how desperate I was to keep our relationship alive. I was saying to you we don’t talk much anymore… but you didn’t answer me about this. I don’t see you there anymore… no picture… no talk… is like you’ve stop using Whatsapp because of me. we talk mostly only 3 times in the 2 months- and each time was when you’ve needed a favor…

Why I am still here? I am still here because we was each others for year and half… and I will fight for us …because you can not throw away all we have in just few hours… I can not forget about it so easily.

I have given so many hours in my life, believing in us. One day you was saying beautiful things to me…what I should expect soon… that you will prove something…but the next day suddenly you’ve become cold with me and end it… telling me you don’t have time anymore… telling me so many things that I know isn’t right… For someone who do so much for you and us…

I know something is wrong. You know – I don’t care about birthdays… or these things… but just to say — even on my birthday… last year… when you’ve made a beautiful wish for us… you’ve told me that my birthday is so important to you and that you will never forget the date of my birthday… and now this year you’ve needed to guess my birthday is august 15? This prove something is wrong with how you are thinking… and it is so sad to see when someone you care about ask this…

Or when you’ve told me excuses…about what can’t happen… or things that go wrong… your phone isn’t working…even when you use it online at work… or when you tell me not to leave 5 star comment anymore… this make me so doubtful when you say these things..i don’t know what to think.. but still I tolerate and try to forget all this.

In Romania… Even I was not next to you in your real life there.. still I show you a real relationship–…like….

When I come to meet you on streamate… this is my way to say I love being with you

When I try call you on phone to say nothing but only good morning or goodnight… this is my way to say you are the most important part of my day…my life

When I get sad because things didn’t happen… this shows you that I want to take all precious opportunity I have with you…and with you only

When I say happy anniversary once a month… this is my way to say the 4th February was most special day of my life

When I help you with things you need from me quickly… I go outside to do immediately… this is my way to say I support you and I want you to be happy and comfortable…and for you to have the best in life…to resolve your pains… to keep you safe

—-So as you see….. even though I am not there in romania—didn’t I act like a wonderful man, boyfriend, or how husband would act?

What is sad is — one day you will want all these qualities in a man. And you will see something important you don’t know yet — that these qualities only exist in me.

No other man would have done the things I have done… the time that I give… and the love that I have for you. Even during the times you keep me away from you – I still did all I can for you.

You’ve only taste a little who I am… there is so much more to me you haven’t even experience yet. You can not imagine or think what else I can be for you…

While other men will think sex sex sex… I dream about how I can spend my life with you

I am a man who will only see you as the one woman in his life…
Who will always think and feel you are the most beautiful woman..even when we are both old and gray..
A man who will always give give give…without taking nothing
Will always see your worth
Will always want to spend time and put you first before anything else..because you will be the most important thing he have
Will think about you every moment
Will always miss you
Will love you no matter what.. for the rest of our life..
Will give you a happiness you’ve always wanted

You have given up on a man who can make ANYTHING possible for anything a woman needs in her life—

If she wants a successful good looking man…done. I am there
Love and beautiful feelings…done. I do this always.
Conversations, laughs, happiness.…done.
Care and satisfaction…done
Safety and comfort…
Beautiful kisses and intimacy…
Perfect dates, dinners, spending time together…
Great sex whenever she want…
Beautiful messages, phone calls, video dates…
Speak with love and show her love…
A wonderful house and money…
If she wants to make beautiful children…
If she wants perfect husband…
A special life together…
Any type of relationship…close or far…
A man who understands her…done

Your stress and emotions have made you forget all our time together… and you are making a mistake about me…

Keeping me far will make you cold… to forget how good I am for you… and is killing our beautiful memories… and will be like nothing ever happen

Maria… sweetheart… baby… I love you. Remember what I say…that this is once in your life: You will never find me in another man…

This genuine connection and beauty between us is very easy to break…easy to throw away… but is very hard to find again

You’ve forgotten who I am to you. And what I can be for you. And to this I will say …

Finding a man like me in your life..and then sending me away…

It is like you win the lottery… but then throw all the money in fire